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It all
Will it all?
Will it all?
Fall or is it in my hand?
Will it all?
Will it fall, will it be gone, before I love you?
No brakes again, full speed, and I'm running
From myself away
Basically, I don't know where I'm going
Just know you're a world away again
So I'm doing cocaine
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine in Thailand
Now we're doing cocaine
Stay up all night, sleep on the sand
Wake up at night, do it all again
Yeah, we're doing cocaine
Yeah, we're doing cocaine in Thailand
Yeah, we're doing cocaine
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine with my friends
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine in Thailand
The more dangerous you live, the more you live
And it's possible to live in a single moment [?]
Risking all and everything
I don't want you to be a businessman
I want you to be a gambler
Basically, I don't know where I'm going
And don't know where I am
Basically, she said it was all my fault
So I waste away on a beach, just smoking
Waste away where I am
Fade away because I lost my only love
And now I'm doing cocaine
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine in Thailand
Now we're doing cocaine
Stay up all night, sleep on the sand
Wake up at night, do it all again
Yeah, we're doing cocaine
Yeah, we're doing cocaine in Thailand
Yeah, we're doing cocaine
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine with my friends
Yeah, I'm doing cocaine in Thailand
Yeah, we threw it all
Yeah, we threw it all away
Yeah, we threw it all
Yeah, we threw it all away, again
Yeah, we threw it all
Yeah, we threw it all away
Yeah, we threw it all
Yeah, I'll throw my life away again in Thailand
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2. |
soul doubt 2
02:13
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It's okay, I don't think we talk this out
It's okay, I don't think you care right now
Could've just left it at heartbreak
But why you tryna take everything from me baby?
I don't wanna fight, please walk away
Playing mind games just to drive me crazy
I just want to get out
I be off the Xan, walking around my room all night
100,000 pills couldn't help me sleep tonight
Going to kill myself just to get you off my mind
It's okay, you can take it all from me
It's okay, take it for yourself
It's okay, you can take it all from me
Break my heart and eat the pieces
Won't, yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Hold a grudge, I'll just accept it all
Won't, yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Hold you back, yeah, you can take it all, yeah
Won't, yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Hold a grudge, I'll understand it all, yeah
Won't, yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Won't take it back but you can have it all, yeah
Won't, yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
Yeah, I won't
You want me to die and I know it, yeah
Tryna hang with other guys just to post it, yeah
If you still love me why won't you show it? Yeah
Now I'm drinking to forget
Can't eat nothing and smoking cigarettes
Four days, only thing I've ate is Percocet
Got to take another, yeah, and there's nothing left
(Maybe I'm crazy)
It's okay, I don't think we talk this out
It's okay, I don't think you care right now
Could've just left it at heartbreak
But why you tryna take everything from me baby?
I don't wanna fight, please walk away
Playing mind games just to drive me crazy
I just want to get out
I be off the Xan, walking around my room all night
100,000 pills couldn't help me sleep tonight
Going to kill myself just to get you off my mind
I just can't
Maybe I'm like, rejecting
Maybe that's what I'm doing
Maybe nothing that I think is happening is actually happening like-
I don't know, I'm delusional
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3. |
stuck in wpg
02:02
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Wake up aching, everything lately
Doesn't feel real, oh
Everybody hates me
And I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
Now I'm feeling 80
Everything sedates me
Nothing feels real, oh
Everybody hates me
And I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
Really hate this city and I know it hates me too
Rather be anywhere right now, I'm missing you
Don't got anyone to talk to
Except people who wanna die too
Yeah, I really hate this city, man there's nothing here to do
Every time I come back here I always get the flu
And have no one to talk to
Except people who wanna die too
Wake up aching, everything lately
Doesn't feel real, oh
Everybody hates me
And I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
Now I'm feeling 80
Everything sedates me
Nothing feels real, oh
Everybody hates me
And I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
I deserve it all
Stuck in Winnipeg
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4. |
crying on the plane
03:03
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All you wanted was a home
But I just got caught up in it all
So please just throw, throw me away
Bury me in your lost hopes
Point the blame and say it's all my fault
But don't, don't wait, for me
Let go, let go of me, let go
Just run away, just run away, let go
Leave me in the background
Leave me in the background, please just go
I won't hold you back now
I won't hold you back now
I won't hold you
Running from myself so baby run away from me, yeah
Gotta save yourself, with me it's way too hard to breathe
Just hope that you know
Really love you though
But just let me go
I'm too hard to hold
You can't help yourself if you're always helping me
Don't worry 'bout it now, you're better off without me, please
Please let go, please let go
Please let go, please just know
All I wanted was a home
But I can't ignore my fate that calls
So please, just throw, throw me away
Now you're gone, I hope you know
That I love you way more than you thought
That's why I won't make you wait for me
Let go, let go of me, let go
Just run away, just run away, let go
Leave me in the background
Leave me in the background, please just go
I won't hold you back now
I won't hold you back now
I won't hold you
Running from myself so baby run away from me, yeah
Gotta save yourself, with me it's way too hard to breathe
Just hope that you know
Really loved you though
That's why I let you go
Just wanna see you grow
I just wanna thank you girl for always helping me, yeah
Yeah, I know that I'll regret this and I know that I'm crazy
To let you go, to let you go, to let you go
But I know that you're better off without me
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5. |
snow
02:09
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Is it better yet?
Will it get better yet?
Is it not better yet?
Will it get better? No, oh, oh, oh
Would it be better if I sold my soul?
Will it be better if?
Is it not better yet?
Will it get better yet?
Is it not better yet?
Not feeling better yet
Will it get better? No, oh, oh, oh
Would it be better if I sold my soul?
Would it be better if?
Better yet, not feeling better yet
Too much time passed on my own
For me to be thinking about this
Feel my heart turning into stone
Can't let go even though I know I'm probably better off on my own
Still trying to talk to God but he won't pick up the phone
Nothing feels real, oh
By myself but feel I'm talking to
Past versions of my ghosts
Yeah, they said "we've all been calling you"
Telling me I can float
Walk off the ledge and then I fall into, oh
Regret it as soon as I'm falling, ooh, oh
Don't wanna be myself but that's not solvable
Right now it feels like my life is optional
I know that saying this in songs is irresponsible
No one to talk to, oh
Can only talk to ya
Is it okay if I fall away?
Call me a legend if I die today
But if I try to stay
They'll get bored one day
My art will saturate
Character they'll assassinate
Is it better yet?
Will it get better yet?
Is it not better yet?
Will it get better? No, oh, oh, oh
Would it be better if I sold my soul?
Will it be better if?
Is it not better yet?
Will it get better yet?
Is it not better yet?
Not feeling better yet
Will it ever get better? No, oh, oh, oh
Would it be better if I sold my soul?
Would it be better if?
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6. |
final glance
01:59
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Like that, do me like that
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
Like that, do me like that
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
Like that, like that, woah
Like that, why you do me like that? Woah
Like that, like that, woah
Do me like that, why you do me like that?
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
That's not something I'd do to you, woah
Sounds like this ain't new to you though
There's no getting through to you, woah
Don't care if you lose me though, woah
Make up what is true to you though
Can't believe I left and flew to you, woah
Never showed up, shouldn't need you though, woah
Left me to die, withdrew me though, woah
Now you acting like a groupie hoe, though
What did I ever do to you? Woah
This the last time, last time, last time I'll see you again
This the last time, last time, last time you'll see me again, yeah
This the last time, last time, last time you'll see me again, woah
This the last time, last time, last time you'll see me again
Woah
Woah
Woah
Yeah, woah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, woah
Yeah, woah
Yeah, woah
Yeah, woah
Yeah, woah
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7. |
hastings
01:57
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Nothing feeling right right now, woah
Nothing feeling right, woah
Nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Lose it all tonight now
I might take my life right now, yeah
I might take my life
Baby, it's alright right now
Just erase me from your mind
I might chug this pint right now, yeah
Yeah, I fucking might, woah
I might take my life right now 'cause nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Nothing feeling right
Nothing feeling right right now, yeah
Nothing feeling right
I might take my life right now
Yeah, I fucking might
'Cause nothing feels right right now
Nothing feeling right
I hate it
I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close
Not even a little bit
Not even at all
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8. |
ending harmony
04:55
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I don't want to leave bartender
But I have to 'cause there's curfew in Montreal
But I don't have nowhere to go
Have no place to stay and now the room is spinning
And where are you?
Where are you? Where are you?
Remember when you said you wouldn't do me like Rachel
Now you're half the world away
Half the world away again
Half the world away
Half the world away
It's all, it's all, it's all okay
I don't want to leave bartender
But I have to 'cause there's curfew in Montreal
But I don't have nowhere to go
Have no place to stay and now the room is spinning
And where are you?
Where are you? Where are you?
Remember when you said you wouldn't do me like Rachel
Half the world away
Half the world away again
Half the world away
Half the world
It's all, it's all, it's all, it's all
Half the world away
Half the world away again
Half the world away
Half the world
It's all, it's all, it's all okay
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